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E.L.Tapper holds a Bachelors of Arts in Developmental and Transpersonal Psychology and is currently working on finishing her Masters in Community Counseling Psychology. She is a member of The Association of Death, Education, and Counseling.
E.L.Tapper has experience working with groups, as well as one-on-one. She has worked in the mental health field for over twenty years. She is also a nurse.

There is something so profound, beyond our comprehension to understand, when a woman realizes she has conceived a life. The responsibility awakens her and leaves her spellbound. To be chosen to carry another human being, no matter how long, is one of nature's most fascinating mysteries, the longing of which is heard in the cry of the barren. It is a song of the soul, a joy of the heart, and a celebration of the miracle of life. Once we conceive, we will never be the same.

We are a Mother.

To suffer the loss of life's greatest joys is like sending a bolt of lightening through the core of the essence of woman. It tears her heart in two. No matter how early or advanced her pregnancy, birth, or child's life, this loss is not to be measured. There is only understanding among those who have faced its challenge. No other can honestly know what it feels like. Each woman owns the experience, alone. The isolation of those feelings is what I hope to expose. Embrace them, for they are yours to embrace. The grief reaches deep, equal in measure to the depth of your love. Your need to cry is welcomed here, for tears are part of the journey as they bleed from the heart and open your awareness of the deeper meaning of life. Honor your initiation into Motherhood, for you are now a Mother. May the gift of life that fluttered its wings upon your heart serve to empower you and brighten your awareness of who you are as woman ... Co-Creator of life.



'Into The Clear Blue Sky' was written immediately after the collision of the birth & death of Reuben June, my daughter's first baby. Understanding the difficulty of keeping a positive focus following the experience of miscarriage, I wanted to offer my daughter a gift that would help guide her into discovering the secret of life. This secret was revealed to me in my own near-death experience at the age of nine.

'Into The Clear Blue Sky' will help you focus your emotions so that you can realize a successful pregnancy. You do not need to know how this book works, what theory it is developed from, or understand the research that backs it. All you need is the book, itself, to help you discipline your own thought process. Creation is the secret of life and creating is what motherhood is all about.  When you have this book, you will find it does different things every time you read it. Your reactions will change and soon, you will understand the secret of creation through an easy to read, beautifully illustrated, story.